Can you feel it? The shift, the subtle change of the Spring Equinox, new moon solar eclipse, the change from Pisces into Aries, (the first house in the astrological chart) and the end of an 18.6 year moon cycle? Not to mention some huge energy hitting out planet from space. For many it’s been a doozie! A very unique line up and huge shift for many. From everything I have read, this is launching us into new beginnings. Moving out of the chaos of the past few weeks for some and into imagining what is next.
When last spring came, my entire life was turned upside down with my fiancé leaving our home we so carefully choose, in a town I thought we both loved. We had added a beautiful artistic fence, we made raised beds and put irrigation in for our huge veggie garden and herb garden. I could have feed the whole neighborhood with kale! We choose furniture, created a great outdoor living space and found art that would reflect our life together. I was finally starting to feel at home in Salida and was getting my intutive coaching business going, as many of you know. I have always been able to move through breakups in my life and come out the other side, stronger, knowing better what I wanted and needed in my life and hopefully more compassionate for myself and the other person. This time was a whole lot harder and pretty much left me afloat, feeling lost and trying to find a safe shore to land. My best friend had left, someone I was with all the time, we rarely were apart and when we were, we would text each other something funny or picture of something we noticed. A year later almost to the day when he left, I am starting to feel the slow and subtle shift of letting go and moving forward again. I have a good friend who would use the phrase “wings in”, meaning like a baby birdie in the nest with their wings in. Taking the time to rest, get nourished, protecting itself, get it’s footing and I added this, be ready when mom kicks it out of the nest! That is where I have been for the past year, total WINGS IN. Mom, right now, the Universe, Source, My Inner Being, call it what you want, is finally kicking me out of the nest. Asking me to spread my wings and fly again. Soar over my life and start to put all the pieces back into place in a new way and find myself in ashes of that relationship.
Where are you tracking right now? What has happened to you in past year or better yet, what was up for you 18.6 years ago. At that exact time for me, I left my husband and our 14 year relationship. What do you think is up for you right now? For me, I guess it is about relationship with others, especially intimate ones. For you it may be something else? What are you noticing? Who is showing up to play or to leave? What new beginnings do you want to create? Where do you want to go with your life and this next 18.6 year moon cycle? This energy will be here through the weekend, so take time to notice where you are, what you want to create and maybe do a ceremony or meditation of letting go of the past and welcome the changes that are coming. Create that new beginning now and plant the seeds to come alive this summer and onward!
I know my life and my business are shifting and I have been nudged by more that angle to bring my intuitive, clairvoyant, healer side back into my teaching, my businesses and incorporate it more into what I talk about, how I act and where I let it led me. Getting back to me and remembering I am enough, just as I am, is where I am starting my journey.
I would love to here from you below in the comments, what you are noticing, what you want to create and how you will honor letting go and new beginnings?